So the other night, my girlfriend and I went to a party. At
this party, we did normal party things. Chatting. Beer pong. Finding long-lost
relatives. That sort of thing. We spent the second part of this party talking
to these two dudes. They seemed relatively nice and smart and regular. Until
they were LITERALLY being so SUPER WEIRD and PASSIVE AGGRESSIVELY HOMOPHOBIC at
us for like AN HOUR. WTF. THE WORST.
So just in case you’re planning to interact with humans
sometime in the future and you’re worried about how to not be totally WEIRD and
AWKWARD and HOMOPHOBIC, lemme fill you in on something useful for your hetero
lifestyle: don’t be WEIRD and AWKWARD and HOMOPHOBIC. You might think that you
should be those things. But, actually, you shouldn’t. Not at anyone.
This party was full of people. But you kept talking to us,
even after we told you we were together. Even after you made her clarify while
I was in the bathroom that, yes, “together” means romantic monogamy with only
each other. Yes, with each other, even though we are both femme ladies
(MINDBOGGLING). Even after you stopped talking to our hetero-ly engaged friend.
But you weren’t like, regular talking to us. You were doing the super weird
combo of hitting-on and being-aggressive-at that I’ve unfortunately seen many
times before. You were doing what I like to call the Hetero Goggle Shuffle. It didn’t matter what we said. She’s pretty
and I don’t look like a man, so it didn’t fucking matter what words our mouths
made. We were STILL TOTALLY POSSIBILITIES for HETEROSEXUAL SEX with YOU. Possibly
not ideal options, but options nonetheless. But here’s the thing about that:
Nope.
Here is the thing you should know. Here is the one thing.
Okay, more than one thing. But here is the important thing: If you only want to
talk to people who will have sex with you, then stop talking to us and go talk
to a single (or poly or whatever) person who is expressing interest in having
sex with you. In simple terms: if you
only want get laid, stop talk to me. Use legs, walk other place. I don’t
care if you do that. I am not offended. If all you want is sex, then go fucking
find someone who wants to make sex with you. But that person is not me and it
is certainly not my girlfriend. If
you want to keep talking to me/us because we are cool and interesting and super
awesome, then don’t be weird homophobic heteronormative asshats. Don’t hit on
us, don’t be passive aggressive at us, don’t make awkward sex jokes where you
pretend like you’re joking but you’re really demonstrating your
uncomfortability with homostuff and making us feel super bad. Just don’t. If you want talk to us like human, TALK TO
US LIKE HUMAN. Use brain, say regular words.
I just don’t get it. WHY ARE YOU STILL TALKING TO ME. I’m
not going to have sex with you, and you’re being the worst. Honestly, I would
almost rather that you said a homophobic slur, because then at least I could
say “hey, bro, that’s extremely homophobic and you need to get some help to
deal with whatever deep-seeded experiences with fear and anger have led you to
this place in your life where you’re saying that stuff to strangers” and the
whole room of allies would rise up and be allies. But instead, when you said to
my gf “did you know what you’re doing is a sign of sexual frustration?” and then
looked at me, if I’d been like “hey, bro, that’s a pretty fucked up comment
because I’M RIGHT HERE, and I think you said that because of homophobia” then
I’m the asshole committing a party-foul. Then all the allies would be like, “whoa,
stop yelling about homophobia!” And I’d be like, “he started it!” And then
everyone would be like, “…party-foul” and I would be the dick in this
situation. But I wasn’t. In fact, it was my lack of dick in this situation that
made it a situation at all.
Here is the moral of the story: take off your fucking Hetero
Goggles. Take them off. Listen to my words, read my body language, and check
your hetero privilege at the door. Just because your penis entered the room
does not mean that all the single ladies and the femme ladies in committed
monogamous relationships with other ladies (SAME THING, AMIRITE??) need to PUT
THEIR HANDS UP. It doesn’t. And when someone tells you something about
themselves, even something that contradicts the stereotypical box you’ve put
them in, even if you can’t imagine that what they’ve said is true because you
are so fucking alluring and how the fuck could that girl be with that other
girl who also looks like she’s straight, LISTEN TO THEM and CHECK YOUR
BEHAVIOR. Don’t do the shuffle and readjust your goggles until you forget what
they’ve said and continue with Mission: Homoerasure. FUCKING LISTEN TO THEM and
FUCKING CHECK YOUR BEHAVIOR.
Maybe try asking yourself this question: “Am I being WEIRD
and AWKWARD and HOMOPHOBIC at this person?” If the answer is yes, use legs, walk away. Ain’t nobody got
time for that.
